The slow break

I’m sick and twisted
over moderately disturbed
but when you miss it
you’ll just make it worse
don’t dismiss it
just sit and listen
if you can’t hear me
then just get lost
because every single second
is a second cost
and every single moment
I remember it all
mind will play its tricks you see
I will remember everything
but nothing is what it seems
no, I can see what’s happening
I am sick
my mind is twisted
part of why
I can’t feel this love
it is gone as I am ill
one day soon I’ll know
how loss feels

Emotional casualties

Burning all the pictures
the moments are all dead
you think you should have listened
but you talked at her instead
like a little weeping willow
pulling pillows over head
you thought that you should listen
but you ate the bitter bread
burning all the moments
to the lips with glass and ice
smoking out the pictures
I can’t remember and didn’t like
burning all the walls down
breaking load bearing beams
I’ll watch it all on fire
crumbling to my knees
burning all the pictures
knowing you too well
you should of never listened
she laughed out loud before he fell

The listening lamb

Doublespeak, devil speak
who the fuck the demons be
you gotta listen, listen well
you know the enemy burns in hell
all the fire don’t turn to ashes
demons lace their beds with glass and
when you look it’s pretty crystal
do you know the myth in visuals
doublespeak yeah the devils word
who’s the sheep eating the verse
do you know where the demons be
or are you following the gilded leaf
everything takes care to hear
demons sing with angel ears
they know exactly what to say
whether it be fear or hope that preys
what you hear do you know what stays
doublespeak like devils do
the words are lies you thought were true