Smelly and proud

Some people are dumb
some girls are ugly
some boys smell bad
and look rather grubby
some people are fat
and it’s not very attractive
some people are too thin
and they look like an addict
some people are stupid
some women are homely
some men are gross
everybody knows it
but we act like we don’t
and lie to ourselves
pretending it’s okay
while they look in the mirror
just hoping they’d go away
some people are ugly
some people are fat
sometimes it’s not
what you wanna look at it
but being yourself
means owning your flaws
be proud to be you
whether ugly or not
what’s the point of lying
if that’s the face you got
the truth of the matter is
you alive and that’s the plot
be beautiful by being you
don’t be so hard on yourself
if everyone is beautiful
diversity is missing out
own up to who you are
or be a slave to constant doubt

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When you ask them not to

Even if you tell them
they’ll never forget to say
You look so good,
so thin, so good-
you look so beautiful-
so damn good.
You’ve lost weight
but have you ate?
Before you answer
just let me say
you’ve never looked
so beautiful
you’ve never looked
so good at all.
You feel better-don’t you?
You feel good-now say it!
Say you feel better-
say you feel good-
don’t you feel healthier-
I knew that you would,
say that you feel good
say you feel better
say you feel great
no matter the case.
You’ve become thinner
so you must be safe
I asked you if you’d eaten
but you didn’t say
I look so good,
so fucking lovely,
didn’t I say
I’m anorexic, honey?

Fat anorexic

Watch the fat girl die,
slowly.
Watch her starve herself
to sleep.
Watch her wither away
to nothing.
And deny that she’d never
eat.
Watch the fat girl fade
most literally,
watch her body die
on repeat.
Nothing grows-
it only sinks in,
but she should be happy
with this new skin.
Watch the fat girl become
what you want to see,
watch her realize
she’s now your thing,
watch her die even more inside
as even her family
cheers for starving tonight
they would argue
but it’s all the same
no new ending-no one’s listening
it’s okay
she’s just a fat girl
anyway.