Learning bed

Stunted by my learning bed
kept so quiet like the dead
trapped inside my heart so rubber
kept myself from drinking covers
death in watch and wait you see
the monster of the lessons keen
stunted by the blood that drips
falls upon such silent lips
trapped inside my rubber heart
not for longing the song forgot

Lay me down

I ain’t the chick you rock with doll
I ain’t the one you forget to call
I’ll sit you down real nice and sweet
keep you smiling
keep you weak
knock out your fucking teeth
get you with a cast iron pan
in the middle of the night
remind you who I am
don’t forget I ain’t the one to call
I don’t want to be a fucking doll
I’ll tell you simple I’m not interested
don’t come on begging
cause I got a lot to give
throw you a bone honey
throw you a fist
you think you’re in heaven
and I’ll tell you how to live
how to walk the fuck away
with your tail between your legs
remember that I said
you won’t forget my name
I ain’t the chick you rock with
I get mine in the end
because I know what I am dear
when I lay me down to bed

Star bed

I fell across your sky so willingly
like fire in the midnight you call to me
I’ll drown within your ocean
the waves beneath my skin
I’ll die before you love me
but I’ll still always give in
I fell across your sky so ignorantly
burning in the twilight you used me
too guide you into dreams true beauty
I fell across your sky filled the stars up
I wanted you forever wanted so much
like fire in the midnight you call to me
the ocean in your eyes wash over me
I fell across your sky so willingly
I was alive in that star bed

Responses

In the morning if I wake up
burning in this bed
the sheets have all gone dirty
painted all deep red
turning brown as want to do
the blood is all but dry
in the morning if I wake up
it will be another morning
that I cry
if I die while sleeping
it will be a pleasure
burning in this bed
I take to waking measured

In the room

Sit down again
after you wake up
take the moment in
breathe thick
just stay in the chair
you’re awake
sit down again
after you wake up
you move from the bed
to the chair
nothing on the table
but you don’t care
the room is rather empty
you never leave
you just wake up
after falling asleep
sit down
sit down in that chair again
sit down
catch your breath again
you’re still here
take the moment in
still alive
the room is empty
but it’s fine
you never leave here
you just wake up
after falling asleep
you sit down in the chair
and you breathe
after you wake up again

Clowns in my head

I forget to take my medicine
forget to tell myself the date
I forget to take my medicine
the world falls slowly out of place
and then I’m in this mess again
I’m drowning just the same
burning into cinders
underwater and under sun
running in small circles
forgot my medicine
regretting the fun to happen
like the clowns in my head
singing ever singing
drowning deeper just because
I forget to take my medicine
and don’t get out of bed
not really sure how long it’s been
but the clowns are still in my head

The shallows

Tainted poison lost in love
drunk off what was once to come
a dream, a story, a fantasy
something beautiful though shallow
and weak
cannot touch what isn’t there
turn the mirrors into stares
climb to places far to fall
build what once was tall and strong
shallow moments once in bed
real life awaits you in its stead.