Shaking limbs and boiling bile
my gut trembles-suicidal.
Give the pills and pins away
hush the sound
don’t let them stay.
Solidify, recreate, what comes from blood they punish these days!
Yet these ashes are here to stay nothing comes from nothing
Every word, every word, no one understands a single verb
mind is gone the Beast has won,
I’m still not sure this game is done.
Kill the fire in her eyes
take her blood the taste divine
I’m the voice behind the light
get the door the demons alive.
Stomach twisting, turning spin
read the fate that is within
kill the martyr she is sin
kill the Mirror before she wins!
Stomach churning, shaking limbs, boiling bile my dreams are dead.
Goodbye to who I might have been. Puzzle pieces that never fit
a life of which I must submit
give away my stones and lyre
take this hearth my souls a liar.
Kill me now
I must confess I’d give my life
for much less
come to me as we once did.
Come to me as when my youth was spent
forgive me Father for this life I’ve lived.